A quién quiero engañar? tal vez a mí misma.
Por qué? porque no quiero ver la realidad.
Miedo? Puede ser, quién no tiene?
Donde quiera que vea, ahi esta.
viernes, 25 de noviembre de 2011
viernes, 18 de noviembre de 2011
Word.
Y se que estas ahí, como siempre, vigilando cada movimiento que realizo, me perseguis con tu silencio. Te escondes donde nadie más te pueda ver. Me ahuyentas, haces que corra un maratón sin retorno. Sos la palabra que nadie quiere nombrar, a la cual todos le huyen. Sos el miedo al cual no puedo hacerle frente. Crisis, y más crisis me atocigan y me envuelven en una bola de estambre, nudos y nudos sin poder desatar van formando una bomba que en algún momento tendrá su fin.
jueves, 27 de octubre de 2011
martes, 18 de octubre de 2011
jueves, 13 de octubre de 2011
jueves, 29 de septiembre de 2011
Esta minúscula sensación de intranquilidad, de mal humor, de desgano hace que me cuestione mi rumbo.
Necesito un libro de instrucciones, así sería sencillo dar cada paso hacia adelante, saber cuando parar, tomarte un respiro y seguir como si nada. Pero el fucking libro no esta, las hojas nunca fueron escritas ni siquiera por medio de un borrador.
Etapa de crisis, de cambios, de tomar decisiones y de abruptos aterrizajes.
En fin, caí y ahora estoy en el piso.
Necesito un libro de instrucciones, así sería sencillo dar cada paso hacia adelante, saber cuando parar, tomarte un respiro y seguir como si nada. Pero el fucking libro no esta, las hojas nunca fueron escritas ni siquiera por medio de un borrador.
Etapa de crisis, de cambios, de tomar decisiones y de abruptos aterrizajes.
En fin, caí y ahora estoy en el piso.
jueves, 22 de septiembre de 2011
Torn.
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
Which crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care
I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn.
He was warm
He came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
Which crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care
I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn.
miércoles, 14 de septiembre de 2011
Crisis.
Estado de crisis en el cuál no sabes que estas haciendo, sólo querés replantearte una y otra vez las cosas y así llegar a una mísera conclusión, que de repente ya no le encontras sentido.
Mi mente es un mar de preguntas, con respuestas que no quieren salir a la luz, sin embargo de a poco se están convirtiendo en una amenaza, algo que estoy intentando hundir pero logrará salir a flote.
Mi mente es un mar de preguntas, con respuestas que no quieren salir a la luz, sin embargo de a poco se están convirtiendo en una amenaza, algo que estoy intentando hundir pero logrará salir a flote.
sábado, 10 de septiembre de 2011
DeMuerte o vida.
Nunca sentiste esa sensación de decir basta?, de que el mundo acabe con vos y te trague la tierra? De dormir y no despertar, o sólo hacerlo cuando se puede creer que todo va a estar bien?. Si alguna vez lo sentiste, bienvenida. Ahora estoy sintiendo eso.
Miedo, bronca, alivio, pero por sobre todas las cosas MIEDO. Si, me invade, me atosiga, no me deja libre. Me consume como si fuera yo a mis cuatro años. El llanto es su fiel acompañante, nunca lo deja solo. Ambos se unen y arman una estrategia que siempre termina jugandome en contra.
Todo, absolutamente todo fue demasiado rápido, sin tiempo a nada, nisiquiera para dar explicaciones.
Y ahora, me querés decir como sobrevivo?.
Miedo, bronca, alivio, pero por sobre todas las cosas MIEDO. Si, me invade, me atosiga, no me deja libre. Me consume como si fuera yo a mis cuatro años. El llanto es su fiel acompañante, nunca lo deja solo. Ambos se unen y arman una estrategia que siempre termina jugandome en contra.
Todo, absolutamente todo fue demasiado rápido, sin tiempo a nada, nisiquiera para dar explicaciones.
Y ahora, me querés decir como sobrevivo?.
lunes, 8 de agosto de 2011
Claridad.
La ignorancia a los hechos puede ser una jugada en contra, una partida pérdida, una perspectiva diferente o sólo una estupidez que tratas de no ver.
viernes, 5 de agosto de 2011
jueves, 4 de agosto de 2011
¿SABES LO QUE TE PASA?. NO TIENES VALOR. TIENES MIEDO!. MIEDO DE ENFRENTARTE CONTIGO MISMA Y DECIR: ESTÁ BIEN, LA VIDA ES UNA REALIDAD. LAS PERSONAS SE PERTENECEN LAS UNAS A LAS OTRAS PORQUE ES LA ÚNICA FORMA DE CONSEGUIR LA VERDADERA FELICIDAD. TÚ TE CONSIDERAS UN ESPÍRITU LIBRE, UN SER SALVAJE Y TE ASUSTA LA IDEA DE QUE ALGUIEN PUEDA METERTE EN UNA JAULA. ¡BUENO NENA! YA ESTÁS EN UNA JAULA. TÚ MISMA LA HAS CONSTRUIDO, Y EN ELLA SEGUIRÁS VAYAS A DONDE VAYAS PORQUE NO IMPORTA A DONDE HUYAS, SIEMPRE ACABARÁS TROPEZANDO CONTIGO MISMA.
sábado, 30 de julio de 2011
viernes, 22 de julio de 2011
martes, 19 de julio de 2011
Cant get you off my mind.
Life is just a lonely highway
I’m out here on the open road
I’m old enough to see behind me
But young enough to feel my soul
I don’t wanna lose you baby
And I don’t wanna be alone
Don’t wanna live my days without you
But for now I’ll have to be without you
I’ve got a pocket full of money
And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
But then I think of loving
And I just can’t get you off of my mind
Babe can’t you see
That this is killing me
I don’t want to push you baby
And I don’t want you to be told
It’s just that I can’t breathe without
I feel like I’m gonna lose control
(chorus)
What are the rules and reasons and the dos and don’ts
Tell me baby tell me baby
What do you feel inside
Tired.
Hold my hand While you cut me down It had only just begun But now it's over now And your In the heat of moments With your heart Playing up cold I'm between the middle Watching hastiness unfold In my eyes Your were smiling In the spotlight dancing With the night The night fell Off your mind I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When i dont get nothing back And for and for and for When i don't get nothing back Boy, i'm tired Where'd you go When you stay behind I looked up and inside down And outside only to find A double taking punching hard And laughing at my smile I get closer you Obviously prefer her I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When i don't get nothing back And for and for and for When i dont get nothing back Boy, i'm tired of trying Your teasing aint enough Fed up of biding your time When i don't get nothing back And for and for and for When i don't get nothing back Boy, i'm tired Never mind said Your open arms I couldn't help Belive the trick me Back into them
Hot and cold.
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you overthink
Always speak
Cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that
you're not gonna change
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down, down...
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